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lf and my experiences with spirit.

I  became clairaudient (able to hear spirit) during 1989. I had meditated daily learning to relax my mind for about six years prior to this time. Spirit inspired me to begin meditation classes in my home and I began to give messages to those attending from their departed loved ones.  Mother Mary and Lord Jesus also gave me messages to give, and soon I began channeling as well. Some of the people who attended asked if I would give them private readings and counselling; so began this phase of my life.  

It was at this time that I began to see spirit and, needing more understanding of what was happening, I began to search for other groups offering healing and development. I came into contact with channels such as: Ashtar Command, Archangels, Merlin, Rah the Son God, and spirit friends and relatives of members of the groups. At this time I began to channel a nun who said that she and I were the same soul in a previous lifetime; Sister Henrietta.  She became a constant companion for a year or so, counselling me and my daughter (who also enjoyed a wonderful relationship with her). Then came the day when she advised us that she would be leaving our company and another would take her place. He arrived in the personality known to us as Michael, or 'Soul Friend' to those he counselled. I was a conscious channeller. The reason given for this was that I needed to be 'present' so that I could continue the counselling with a conscious understanding of the advice being given through me.

I have experienced being able to speak with animals, crystals, plants, fairies, spirits of departed ones, angels and masters (living and spirit). To give you some examples:

I was standing in the backyard when I heard a voice, a very loud voice coming from behind me saying that he wanted to be out in the sun. I turned to find only my husband standing there. The voice wasn't his and so I stood in amasement for an instant 'til finally I said. "Who said that?" Then a voice came from a plant that I had just bought. I understood immediately that this plant was about to tell me where it wanted to be placed to give it the best possible chance of survival. My husband, who himself was clairaudient and clairvoyant, wasn't surprised when I told him what was happening. This became a frequent event; flowers and plants began to tell me where they fared best; how much food and drink they needed, and what type of soil they preferred.

The same thing happened with animals. I knew a young woman who was a part of the 'save the animals/wildlife' experience. She came to me one day and told me about a snake that a friend of hers was nursing.  I attuned to the snake and it told me (clairaudiently) that it had a problem in its digestive system and would die soon. I was shown (in my mind) a position on its body in relation to its size, and told that this was the problem area. The young woman then told me that the snake had a kink in its body in this position. The snake died shortly afterwards. Following this experience I began to help people with the information given to me by their pets and wildlife.

Too-re-lee was a fairy. She was about two feet tall, lithe and joyful. She was with me for about two years. She brought great magic into my life. Whenever I was sad she would sing and hum and be generally happy and gay.

There were friends in spirit like Donald. He had been a sailor in the 19th century. He sang many old tunes; many that were known to me and many that were not. He would sing away and generally enjoy himself and keep my spirits high by encouraging me to sing along with him.

Sai Baba, a living Indian master, materialised in my room. Soon after this event he informed me (clairaudiently, through one of his 'boys', (helpers)) that I was to go to India to see him because I was suffering an illness which, if I agreed, would be cured. I went to India; I came home cured. After materialising in my lounge-room and having his boys speak clairaudiently with me (apparently it is his way to have certain of his helpers make contact) he became a constant spirit companion for a few months before my departure to India, providing me with spirit journeys to see his ashram, elephants, hospital and such. He gave me instruction in spiritual matters with humour and a great cheekiness. I was not a Sai Baba devotee, though I couldn't help but be admiring of his talents and teachings.

(One side note: Sai Baba asked  me not to pack any clothes to wear during my stay in the ashram; he advised that I would be provided with the traditional sari to wear and would arrive home with five of them. When I arrived an Indian woman took me to a dressmaker who made a number of undergarments for me and two of the five sari promised. Soon after came two more. On my way home (before boarding the first of three planes) the airline authorities asked if I could sit with a Malaysian woman who was feeling a little ill. We journeyed together to Malaysia and she slowly began to improve. Being thankful for my help she offered me a gift; it was the fifth sari.)

I loved to conduct past life seminars, I found them fascinating; so much understanding was given to those who attended. For example; spirit explained to one person that, in a previous lifetime, they had been a sailor and had come to a watery end. The individual concerned then admitted their secret fear and saw the co-relation between that life and their present-day secret fear of dying in a watery grave. Armed with this information the individual could then begin the process of understanding and overcoming the irrational fear.

For a short time I was a leader (together with my husband) of a Spiritual Church. Spirit had given us the information that this would happen. We had just moved to another locality and came in contact with a group whose leaders were just about to retire. After meeting with us a few times we were offered the position and accepted.

Last year 2005 came the understanding that we are a collective consciousness and, as such, project illusions into which we place ourselves to have experiences to defray the state of boredom.

At first I felt bewildered. Could this be so that the understandings I'd had for many years, and all the experiences were all illusions; just an experience that I agreed to play as a soul? I was deeply troubled, and yet somewhere in the depths of me I knew that this was true (for me). I had enormous difficulty comprehending at first. My whole life's existence seemed shattered. My foundation was swept away. All of my spirit experiences had been just an illusion. Yes, they had happened; however, it was The C.C. who were portraying themselves to me as characters, who did not exist in the sense that I believed.

Even the (so-called) spirit mums and dads, friends and other relatives who had given messages to give to their loved ones in the flesh, were just illusions. They (as I then began to understand) were perfected souls happily watching the antics of this enormous illusionary world. It was difficult to comprehend. 

Yes, the new understandings did parallel many other experiences that I've had over my life; however, it was and has been a difficult thing to grasp.

In the final analysis there isn't really much of a difference. There are no personalities, as such, that is all. When we pass over, the role that we have been playing on this imaginary stage finishes. It is like a stage play; we play a role and when our time is through we may return to play in another role on another stage, if we wish to.

And so now I hear a more balanced voice. This is the plan; to become more and more balanced; to be able to see all things with a detached yet understanding eye; not to be troubled by anything, but to see all things as the illusions that they are.

Now (about one year later) I am at peace. I communicate with spirit daily for one reason or another; however, now I communicate with The All. I now find that I no longer need the comfort that I found in my closeness with individual personalities. I have now what I feel is a more mature relationship with spirit.

And so off I go into this new adventure. Not much has changed really; it is still about enjoying my journey and doing as I have come to do. I continue to write the words that spirit ask me to write; most of the words on this site are spoken by spirit (or as I have come to know them) 'The Collective Consciousness'.

And so this website will continue; it will serve those who are pre-ordained to agree with the understandings given by The C.C.

As for me,  I will continue to enjoy my role of medium and the new found freedom I have found by participating consciously in the earth illusion.

Carolyn Page  June 16, 2006

Following is an excerpt from a forum upon which The C.C. and I were posting the new understandings during 2005. It describes the feelings I had at that time, and for a period of time thereafter.

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July 12, 2005

"To die to the realities of old understandings. This is a harsh reality.

When all that one knows is lost. When all that one is, is changed. When all that one perceives no longer 'fits'; alone and dejected is he.

And this shall come for many. Our child who writes experiences this state now; all that has gone before has changed leaving her a little bitter for the confusion stored.

We understand this bitterness. When one wakes up, one shall see that all is not so different; just another reality."

The C.C.

Collective Consciousness    End Quote:      

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Hello, my name is Veronica, and I am the daughter of Carolyn and therefore have had a life of knowing that there are other realms other than the one that we live on.

My first recollection of a spirit was in my early teens.

I woke up to see and feel the presence of a very large Indian man at the foot of my bed.

He appeared to me on many occasions and I got to know him as Jim and I referred to him as Big Jim.    He was my protector and as a young female I asked for his assistance on most days.

I started to do the meditation classes that my mother was facilitating and started to communicate to spirit through my mum's channelling and others in the classes.

It was a lovely time in my life; the energies were all of love and harmony. I had a very good relationship with my mother; she gave me respect and treated me as an individual.

I left the nest and my partner and I became regular members of the meditation classes up until my first child. At this point in my life I allowed my partner to make many choices for me and one of them was to ever so slowly leave this life style.

My life became more materialistic in all areas, and I found myself deteriorating in my existence.

It wasn't until I was consciously aware of the damage that my choices were having on my children that I then thought through to the happiest times in my life and tried to recapture this period in time. For me it was returning to 'Big Jim' and asking for his guidance and strength.

I subsequently left my marriage and started to return to the old; my feeling of being secure in the knowledge of a higher being and that of my guides shining light on my way gave me the strength to live my life as a single mum of three.

I lived this life up until 2005 when we were advised that there was no such one person a guide but a Collective Consciousness that was overseeing this existence.

At first I felt shocked and betrayed that this meant that Jim was no longer and had never been what I thought he had been.

It took me some weeks to work through these feelings and slowly appreciate that I still could ask for guidance.

July 2006

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Hello, my name is Catherine and I would like to tell you a little about myself.

One of the first memories of my clairvoyance was at the famous Kiama Blowhole (South Coast NSW OZ). I was parked with a friend at the edge of a rock face (car access does not exist now), and in conversation mentioned that a car would collide into the blowhole. The next car to drive beside us, as if in slow motion, drove over the gutter and was stopped by a boulder from falling in. No one was hurt but that prediction was one of the many to occur to me in the future - I was nineteen.

I was always interested in other religious beliefs and visited the local Hare` Krishna group when I was twenty one for a taste of something that didn't resemble Catholicism. I had been emotionally and physically beaten by the nuns at school whom we called penguins. This puzzled me because I liked penguins (the animal variety), they were cute and harmless, very different to the human variety I knew. There isn't ill feeling now; that was simply my experience.

Some years down the track I married but still had a keen interest in things spiritual. I read the classics - Shirley McClain and Louise Hay and thought with these two books I had found the secret to spiritual success. The serious searching for truth occurred for me when one of our closest friends and business partner died in a tragic car accident. This loss was followed in close succession by my sister in law, father and uncle with whom I lived.

These loses prompted me to ask the universal question "Who am I"? and lead me to various religious ways of life.

I became more removed from my husband (eventually we separated) as I went on the search for the meaning of life.

I found a poster at the local esoteric shop advertising a spiritual church and went along. As I was sitting in the audience at the back my attention was repeatedly drawn to an attractive lady sitting a few rows in front. The lady was then called upon to deliver the psychometry for the congregation. I was so drawn to her that I approached her to have a private reading and that was the beginning of my relationship with Carolyn.

Life has presented many experiences since then, spiritual, material, hardships and as well as highs. Recently I am enjoying a more fulfilling life working with the new energies and understandings guided by the CCC. (Carolyn & Collective Consciousness).

This guidance has enabled me to be more real with myself and those in my life and I appear to be developing a new found sense of freedom.

August 2006